Bad Day...

A few days have passed n my ulcer still hurts like shit! It seems to have gotten bigger n bigger, to the extent tat whenever I move my jaw, or open my mouth, I will b in so much pain…tat it is unbearable…Oh I wish tat it would juz go away or even reduce its size…it hurts so much tat even my throat hurts as well…so when I swallow my saliva, it hurts like hell too L
Well as usual I’m in the office again…Again I have nothing to do…But I somehow to get my Internet working again…So the whole of yesterday was spent playing Yahoo! Online games…So when I came in work this morning, I had nothing to do, AGAIN! So I played the online games…But when I stopped playing coz I FINALLY had some work to do, someone came up to me n kinda scolded me 4 playing games…I say FUCK tat guy man…I mean, it’s not like I wanna play the online games, or it’s not like I enjoy playing it, I’m juz playing them so tat the time will pass…N here had to come a blady kepo mother Fucker n complain bout it…It’s like he has nothing better to do than to pick on an intern??? An intern who onli has a few more days in this office??? I immediately stopped playing when I had work to do…N I never even played those online games until yesterday…Blady hell man!!! Oh I got so pissed off at tat guy tat I curse him n his whole family n his children n his children’s children n all tat follow!!! Oh tat Fucker was from the finance department I think…Maybe ppl will think tat I’m being unreasonable…but who cares?? I certainly dun pay much attention to wat ppl think… :p
So now I have to sit here n do absolutely nothing to fill my superbly free time…Haih thank god my internship is gonna end soon…I wish tat day would come sooner…I’m going crazy sitting here everyday not doing anything…Ppl like me cant juz sit around n do nothing…I need to think…I like to b challenged…I like stimulating thoughts…I need 2 move my hands or anything!! But not sit still…
Hmm I feel really sad for ppl tat act so differently in real life n become a tottaly different person when in different situations…I feel annoyed by ppl who actually call me or say tat I’m their fren when they actually dun mean it at ALL! Some ppl actually go around feeling sorry 4 themselves, to the extent tat it annoys the shit out of everyone! I mean y the hell would a person wanna do tat?? Does it make them feel better doing tat? Or do they juz crave attention tat much??? Ohh it gets better…When u find it in ur heart to actually give tat person some attention…so u ask wats wrong n all tat shit…the person disregards u by saying nothing…dun worry n stuff like tat…I shall stop my complaining now b4 I go to far…which I can though…But maybe not today…I don’t wanna ruin my mood or anything…Oh wat I meant to say was…I don’t want my mood to get worse by thinking bout these kind of ppl…Since right here in the office a fucker has already managed to ruin my day…Ish stupid Fucker…
I hope today turns out better later in the evening…
Ciao!!!